//my body, my altar//
my becoming
Two years, two lifetimes
some things we speak. some we bury. some we burn. some move through us quietlyโuntil theyโre ready to be witnessed. iโve held this grief for a long time. the release is here. it arrived like breathโunexpected, sacred, right on time. this full moon marks two years. two miscarriages. two seasons of silent grieving. two lifetimes of pain. iโve mothered through dreams, through tears, through aching prayers. and still, i am becoming. still, i am listening to what my body knows. release doesnโt always come when we ask for it. but when it doesโitโs holy. it lives in the breath, the ritual, the remembering. it lives in the choice to stay with ourselves, even in the ache. this is mine. my prayer. my becoming. clear. raw. whole. this is my blood prayer.
A ritual of release + return
my blood prayer
i am stepping into my truthโ
whatever the mirrors of my Self reflect back to me.
i am sad.
but thatโs okay.
and stillโ
it doesnโt touch the surface.
i feel off.
i question everything.
why is this not for me?
my mind fills in the blanks,
dark with doubt + ache.
this is the threshold.
the shadow place.
so i bleed.
i shed.
and maybe thatโs the ritual.
maybe thatโs the sign.
i am stepping into the blood of my choices.
it sounds dramatic.
but it is.
because all i have ever wanted is to be a mother.
i am stepping into motherhoodโ
but my heart pangs.
i want to cry hysterically.
because deep down, i knowโฆ
something.
the voices stare back at me.
eyes in the night.
i feel afraid.
afraid i may never carry.
afraid i may never birth.
afraid i may never raise the child i already feel inside me.
and my heart breaks.
again.
again.
i want to leave this fear behindโ
but how do you release what youโve never fully held?
i am stepping into kissing fear goodbyeโ
right on her lips.
soft.
sensual.
i turn her on.
i let her see me.
i am invincible.
i am stepping into uninhibited honesty.
intuition or nothing.
may i be healthy.
may i be happy.
may i be blessed.
with these favors, these fortunes.
i am stepping into a world where i am already a motherโ
and yet, the ache still rises.
yes, i have mothered.
yes, i have loved.
yes, i have lost.
but it is not the same.
and my body knows it.
and my breath reminds me.
and my spirit says:
just keep breathing.
i am stepping into trusting my body.
i am stepping into becoming.
i am stepping into the most divine, aligned
+ authentic version of me.
i am stepping in to be.
a devotional offering
i share this as a devotional offering. a prayer from my body to yours. a witness. a release. for anyone holding quiet grief, for those carrying questions in the bodyโ you are not alone. you are worthy of tenderness. you are allowed to let go. my studio is open. the sessions are gentle. youโre invited to come as you are. sending love always.
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an art-therapy-based session weaving creative process, guided reflection + integrative techniques. held through a trauma-informed, clinical lens while honoring the intuitive + sacred dimensions of healing.
what if therapy was a ritualโ a sacred act of devotion to your becoming? in these sessions, we explore whatโs alive in you now: your values, vulnerabilities, and visions for growth. each ritual supports the process of re-connectionโ through creativity, symbolism, and somatic awarenessโ where art becomes language + therapy becomes ritual. a space to slow down. to listen. to integrate whatโs ready to be witnessed.
sessions are offered in-person or online, and tailored uniquely to your process.
$111 // 60 minutes
book directly through the studio scheduler
Tarot + Oracle cards are both powerful tools that deepen the exploration of Self. Intuitive Readings are all divinely channeled wisdom, and are an extension of my work as an intuitive artist. These bespoke readings are built on my dedication to the craft. Together, we call in the higher power of your guides and angels to provide ways to apply, build + confirm the information that comes through. These are the ABCs of this offering. For you to be able to apply the messages to your life. For you to build trust in your abilities. And to confirm + validate your presence. As a healing arts therapist, my goal is to serve those that seek guidance in a myriad of ways. Readings are one offering I utilize in the studio to do just that. They come from the heart. They are inspired by Source. They allow energy to be exchanged in a powerful way. โฃ
Readings begin by setting an intention to receive any + all messages to deepen your inner-standing. What then comes through is meant only for you to grow, learn + heal.โฃ Select any Spread that speaks to you! Here are your options:
๐SOUL-CALL๐
The Soul-Call Spread is all about connecting with Innate Power + Purpose. This spread will illuminate new Pathways toward deeper inner-standing of how you can transmute energies + strengthen your Soul-Source relationship.
๐ธBIG THREE๐ธ
The Big Three Spread takes you into the starry realms of your Sun, Moon + Rising signs. Receive stellar messages from The Big Three of your Natal Chart + gain ancient archetypal awareness.
๐ฎTIMELINE๐ฎ
The Timeline Spread connects you with energies of the PAST | PRESENT | FUTURE. This is a stunning selection for those who are new to the magical + mystical musings of divination.
โด๏ธCLARITYโด๏ธ
The Clarity Spread is designed to give greater perspective on a certain situation, person, decision: any issue in your life can be looked at. We will open the cards to see what changes can be made to provide a clearer outcome.
โก๏ธENERGYโก๏ธ
The Energy Spread looks at the current energetic status of MIND | BODY | SOUL. A truly beautiful choice if you are searching for continued personal development + growth. Watch what beautiful outcomes unfold with regular Energy Spread readings.
In choosing any of these options you will have access to sacred wisdom + begin to develop trust with the Universe. After each session, you will also receive an interactive write-up to look back on for further reflection. Remember that every opportunity we have at opening ourselves up to receive, we deepen our connection to Source. โฃ
Happy Reading, my love!
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ช๐ฏ๐ท๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด; ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ช๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด:โฃ
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๐๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข๐บโฃ
๐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ณ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ดโฃ
๐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ณ๐บโฃ
๐โ๐ฎ ๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ดโฃ
๐ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ค๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ดโฃ
๐โ๐ฎ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ญ๐ถ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐บ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐งโฃ
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This is a version of the five Reiki precepts that I live by. It is recited before & after every healing session. It is an incantation, a prayer, to call in the energy of Reiki. To send gratitude outward. To feel peace within. โฃ
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Reiki is the universal life energy of spiritual wisdom. It is a Japanese technique for stress reduction & relaxation, that also promotes healing. Practitioners use their vessel as a way to channel this divine wisdom & healing. โฃ
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It is not something that is created, it simply exists. It is a bridge between Earth & The Divine. It brings wisdom, guidance and healing to the living. To me, it is pure love. โฃ
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It is perfectly normal for all types of feelings & emotions to arise during a session. This means that love is meeting your blocked areas, and freeing them for energy to flow in alignment. โฃ
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I am offering in-person + virtual reiki healing sessions, as well as distance reiki meditations, where I will use elemental healing; sound, color, crystals & candles, to amplify and make space for deep relaxation & restoration. โฃ
